o feel so lonley at school, im 14 and all my friends and drifting away with new friends.
who ethier dont wont me to join in or hate me for some un-known reason.
or they have a "bestfriend" and no one else is welcome, Or some now have boyfriends and rnt intrested.. i have to follow the group around feeling so awrkward crying on the inside

it happens, committ your self to God he'll do it all

I know how you feel. I went through that in high school occasionally myself.

But looking back here is what I wish I would have done: be OK with being on my own for awhile. I know it seems impossible to detach from a "group" in high school, but they are all doing new things...why can't you? Join a club or a dance team or a new sport that you secretly always wanted to do. Pretty soon you'll be making new friends to go along with your old ones.

The key is to not be afraid to be your own person. Good luck

that is life. friends come and go and you need to make new friends.

aw poor you..... i moved school because of bullying when i was twelve and the bullying had gone on for around 3/4 years(minimum) and it was a little bit like your situation.... its hard but if your really unhappy you should talk to family/friends/teacher(!) because if you talk about it and let it out you'll feel a lot better because the worst thing you can do is to bottle it all up and think your brave as its not healthy..... just surround yourself by people who love and care for you that was the best advice i ever recieved and i'm truley greatful to the person who told me that...........
best of luck! be strong!