Can I buy anti depressants on the net?

[Lilybet]

Hi, i'm 40 weeks. I came off my anti depressants as soon as I found out I was pregnant as my doctor advised me it could be harmful to the baby (this is a new doctor as we have moved areas). Yesterday I had an appointment to ask if I can go back on them again once the baby is born (I only have a week to go) but she refused. Now i feel quite panicky about it as it felt like she wasn't really listening when I was saying I was feeling the depression creeping back on. Has anyone else experienced anything like that before? (The tablets I was on were Cipralex 10mg - low dosage - for depressant/anxiety). Somebody has commented that you can buy these over the internet, does anyone know a website I could do this from?